Just another day..

Lights off !!! Blanket wrapped around !!! Music on !!!

♪♪ Tumse yun milenge humne socha na tha....
aur yeh zindagi....
Tumse yun milenge humne socha na tha....
aur yeh zindagi ♪♪

Stop thinking and try to sleep.....

z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z 

MAA college vellostha... bye.. "tini vellu raaa" Time aithundi college lo tintale... bye bye...

At stop:
Mushu prepare huwa kya ? "Nai" chup kar, tu aisi hi boltha par poora padke aatha... mein kuch bhi prepare nahi huwa exam ku.. Kuch tho bata yaar.. Junnu tu kitne pada re ? "Hum done kabhi exam ku pade kya, Zindabad Mushu.... Jo prepare huwa jaldi jaldi bol wohi likhke aathe" !

Auto Auto !! ! @ college ? Chalo chalo.....

"Kaisa likha re ?" Bakwas yaar.. "Abey subha mein ne ye answer bolatha na ?" oooh woh answer iss question ka tha kya ? chasss mein tho dusra question ku likhke aaya.. "thik hai, Sir ku bhi pata nahi lite le aur class chal".


So class.. the behaviour of these objects in the presence of electro mangetic waves is .. (bla bla bla)
Iska class sunna hi bohut hai tu abhi notes kyon likhra hai re ?
"Iske notes kon likhra ha.. mein tho NA assignment likhraha hoon ? aaj last date hai" NA wala ne assignment bhi diya kya :O


424: Present sir
425: PRESENT SIR
426: Present Saaar
427:
27
427
(everyone in class stares at 27 and shouts 427) Sir.. present sir....


"Dude we are going for lunch, you eat your girl friends boxes and come to basket ball court soon, you can have you stupid senseless talks later but come soon." Haa thik hai jaa

"acha sun last period Madam is on leave ! Khelenge ya ghar chalthe ?" Ghar chalthe warna baad mein auto nai milega.

Mushu Calling: bolre, Kaha ? Ghar pe re. Chale ? Kidhar ? Pani puri/rajesthani cafe/city palace/Anand or harsha ke ghar ! Thik hai gaadi leke aaja....

Dad calling: Haa nanna, ekkadunnav ra ? Ikkade unna... Ngt 10 aindi ipudanna intiki ra ra asale repu internal exam undi annav, vachi chadukora.. haa vasthunna nanna...

MAA: college nundi ragane baita tiragadam,,,, intikosthe cell tho adukovadam !! inka epudu chaduvuthavo emo !
Ha chadutha ipudu mundu annam pettu....

Dial: Hello.... Hey Mirror... em chadavale ra asalu book touch kuda cheyale..nuv night out chestunava ? "Haa enduku mrng lepala" ya exaclty at 5 am.. "thu... paduko inka" hehehe lepakapothe apudu cheptha ne sangathi gud ngt.


Titidin Titidin Tititidin Tititidin. 5:00 AM > Stop | Snooze


Huh.. Already ? Rahul its 5, get ready to office. "First you please." Hmmm !!

So, here is another day in my life, just another day of my boring life. Never expected that life would turn out to be like this. Everything changed, everyone changed. Perhaps change is the only thing which stays with us forever. Though there are many people around who care for me I still have that strange feel of missing something.

I feel like I am cut in to pieces and each one of you out there are handed over with a piece. Even the very minute of these pieces, the so called memories have turned so important that I put all my busy work aside and try to recollect them. I feel so incomplete and so lonely without these. I search for million things to get rid of this loneliness but each of those teach me what is loneliness in million ways.


KNOCK KNOCK !!! "Dude come out soon, getting late." Coming Rahul 2 mins.

Why does my mom shout at me that I don't attend phone calls now a days ? Whenever I am in a group of people why is that I get lost in deep thoughts and never return until someone brings me back to this world ? Even after having everything needed for a luxurious life why am I not interested at Living ? When people of my age are pubbing why am I giving excuses to stay alone ? When people prefer disco why do I prefer silence.

♪♪ Manase Thadisela Kurise Navvula Chirujalla
Samayam Merisela Virise Aasala Harivilla ♪♪ +919876543210 Calling. Hello "Sir Cab driver" coming bhayya 2 mins. Rahul cab is waiting. Ready ? Chalo...

Bhayya Cognizant ? "Yes Sir, please get in"
[Music player > Repeat ON > Play]

♪♪ I'm so tired of being here,
suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave ♪♪

Why Do I try to meet all my friends whenever I go to my hometown ? Why do I try to recollect those faded days by roaming across every street that I know. Though people around me make me very happy I still search for happiness from those memories. Its been more than a year ahead of those faded days but I am still stuck up there ! Everyone is happy being out of it or perhaps everyone is trying very hard to be happy out of it. Perhaps everyone is feeling the same, everyone is going through this sort of difficulties but the only difference is that you accepted it and I couldn't.


I neither like to face nor digest the facts of fate. I mean why should you bow down to fate ? Just imagine we controlling our own lives and living the way we always wanted. Why is everyone killing themselves for some stupid reasons and running away from happiness. Guess what if everyone among us extend their hands just a little bit ? I bet a world full of happiness would be at our foot steps. Everyone knows this but still they find reasons to hold back from staying together.


And now after my patience being drawn to dust, I am totally convinced that nothing can be done other than just moving ahead in life with the so called memories. Of course I have arrived too late to this position. No matter how late I am, there are doors that can be knocked 24/7 and you will always get a smiling heart on the other side to welcome you. !!

People change, priorities change ! What ever ! Life just goes on. You have to move on either you like it or not. WIsh I could let you know how much I Miss You people and the days that we spent together. Wish you could feel the love I have for you people. "Sir !!" Wish you can understand how much I miss myself ! "Sir ! Sign register please !! " Ohhh..K Thank you bhayya..


"Hey Venu ! Morning man. How are you ?" Me ??? I am .... %#%&&@$@#!*%#&^%#$$%^^$#^&#

Self Respect ?

I went to attend my frnd's sister's engagement. It was time for lunch and me along with my friend have gone to eat at the end of engagement program after everything was done and finished. I am pretty fast in eating(as I dont like to eat much), so I kept the plate away and was standing over there waiting for my friend to complete his meal. All of a sudden my friend's uncle called me thinking that I am a guy from catering and ordered me to get a chair.


I was at the basement in my office beside my cab eagerly waiting for my other two best friends to come and get into the cab as it was about to leave. Here they approach, so I open the car door for them and as soon as they get in I took the front seat. The engine starts and gear is on, after a couple of minutes feeling relaxed that we didnt miss our cab I slowly realise what went with me in the basement. While I was holding the car door and eagerly searching for my friends approaching towards me, an employee who was in the cab next to our's puts the registry forward and asks me to get it signed(stamped) thinking I was a cab driver or security guy. However as my concentration is towards something else my hand(holding the ID card) pointed towards the security gesturing him to hand it over there. Seeing the ID card that person immediately pulls back the registry and told sorry.

Me and my friend were at Titan Eye+. I was standing at the receptionist's desk looking very keenly at my friend's face with the new frame suggesting to go for another piece. A women approached me and asked "Is eye testing done over here ? " However as I was very busy at looking my friend's face I heared her soeaking but couldnt listen. She again in a bold voice "Excuse me I asked is eye testing done over here ?" Being very busy my hand(Dont expect my ID card to be always here :p) points out towards receptionist who was a bit away from the scene. She again said excuse me and left from there, even this time I heared her so didnt respond to her !!!

This was at the bowling, where a family was already in action. Me along with my friend(yaar har ek friend zaruri hota hai :p no friend no article :p ) got into the scene, I was selecting a ball and suddenly hear the husband from the family asking for something pointing at the ten pins. Having looked at my alley and ten pins I found everything to be fine, then I pay attention towards him and started to listen and heared his wife telling "He doesnt work here, he came to play !" Having understood that its my favorite situation at my favourite game place I ignored it and started to bowl.

These kind of situations or hilarious jokes are very often in my life, irrespective of the reasons. I do not know why they happen but even after several times I do not know why I dont give a dam at them ! But sometimes perhaps sometimes I feel that I am shameless :p shameless enough that I let these things happen and just ignore them, shameless that I exactly remember the last 3 incidents(as they took place in not less than past 30 hours :p). Shameless in such a way that I dont even feel ashamed of blogging about this. I sometimes wonder what is this so called "self respect" that these people talk about ? Has it got something to do with all these kind of incidents in my life ? Have I got self respect? If "NO" then why on earth am I the only creature who lacks it ? I know I dont care about this world. I give a fuck to this world, but I dont understand why the fuck do I try to fuck myself along with the world? Fucking shit !!! I dont understand even after lot many things why I dont like to change ? Even though if I try why dont I succeed ! I and my life are always so confusing to me ! I dont know why dont I understand ME.